Looking at the pictures on my wall, and the notes to myself about my goals for one or five years time. And I haven’t felt like this before, but it seemed like I couldn’t find it in my mind’s eye…the future.

Where would I like to be next year or in 2026?

Feels like walking through the mist…..

A lot of my goals have been things like getting married, buying a house, finding a career.

I suppose a lot of that depends on who with, and whether those things are really worth as much now.

I think they could be. Its just difficult to see ahead right now. So it feels like walking in mist.